Tuesday, November 15, 2011

tastes so sweet

each moment should taste sweet. even if its bittersweet. Have I enjoyed the last 3 hours of my life? love anthony de mello.

interesting phone conversation. God I don't know which direction you are taking me in but I

Monday, November 14, 2011

powerful

the buzz word for today. I'm still trying to process the student reactions to the move to San Mateo and the figurehead response. Man I am glad they ate the dean alive today. The whole dialogue was interesting. It's curious to see which way the road will go. We hope for justice and fairness but li

Thursday, November 10, 2011

what is it? does it even exist?

wow today was interesting. the preceptions that people have of me and the reality of what i feel. nancy just crackkks me up. I truly do feel empathy for her. I pray God's will over her life.

normal

what is it? does it even exist?

wow today was interesting. the preceptions that people have of me and the reality of what i feel. nancy just crackkks me up. I truly do feel empathy for her. I pray God's will over her life.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

pan am

my new favorite show. I have a fascination with the 50s. Maybe it's the american girls series that brings it back. Molly was so neat - the time period was so transitional with the war.

I did a great job today. Its great to go back to the mountain home and visit with Betty. She is such a dear. Yesterday I asked her what she was thinking as we were sitting on the porch enjoying the warm sunshine and the view of monterey. She said "I'm thinking about how much fun it would be to have you with me in HI!". I was so touched and responded with "Now, I'm not even sure if I can go let's not get ahead of ourselves". It was so great to have Denyse offer me my old job back - just to be wanted. Not that I want my old job back lol. God I thank you for this relationship in my life. Bless it and protect it. May it glorify you. Amen.

Bananas. That's how I feel sometimes. But they are a great snack. That and sweet potatoes. Lots of red berries according to mama mary. I'm so blessed to have her too. To have other people that are caretakers in my life.

Tea. Nice hot warm tea. Great with the rains coming up. I love the rain. Although I prefer warm sunshine on my face there is nothing like cozy-ing up with a great book. I'm excited to read my new David Sedaris book. His last book I read was hilarious. A bit crude but funny.

Humor. Mark is a source of humor. Betty is a source of humor. Charlie the cat and zola the puppy. I'm well liked at my job. I'm liked in general. Isn't that neat? I am loved. Loved by many and most important loved immensely by God. I can't even begin to fathom the power of his love for me. I bask in his love and greatness. I crawl into the palm of his hand and stay there.

Anything else? I'm lucky. Wherever I go I land on my feat. I make mistakes but there is humor and grace and important lessons learned in them. I love me and my life. And my faith mug that has my tea in it.