positive energy fields

I'm reading this book that my dad gave me that is making me focus on my positive energy field and not letting anything contaminate it. The more positive energy I put out the more positive blessings that will abound.

I've got to detach and let go. It isn't personal. God I pray that you would place me in an work environment that is supportive and not attacking. Help me to remember it isn't about me and to just focus on keeping my side of the street clean. Its in your hands.

I need to focus. I keep on drifting. Going from one crisis to the next. I just wish I had more motivation for the LSAT. 

sommer sunshine

what a blessing to have her here! Such fun. That is what I have to focus on. As Chanel says, chin up! Good things to come.

Today was better at work. Mostly because I went to my "friend". She gave me some perspective. Focus on my work and focus on me. The rest will come. I am a beautiful person. I accept myself and those in my surrondings. I need to hold myself to a higher standard. Watch myself and my tongue.

God remove the character defect I have at work as coming off as condescending. Whatever is on my side of the street please clean it. I let go and I let you work. clean me like I clean the mold in my bathroom!

be nice. have compassion. show grace. god I ask you reflect these things in my character. i want to know yo more. I want to grasp your grace. I want your beauty reflected in my eyes.

my orange tangerine

I'm reading this great book that is changing my perspective. What can life be like if I truly open my eyes and imagine?

I'm soooo debating on whether to put 1800 on my credit card to go to Kenya for Christmas. Can I afford it, can I pull it off, is it safe. The questions never end. My analytical brain needs a rest.

drain mucus drain. I thought getting out of public schools would eliminate my constant sickness. Nope, stress kills my immune system. I am excited to find a way in which to live with black mold. Today I attacked my bathroom - mold 0, Christy 10. I will win this battle.

I have to keep my eyes alive. Open to new possibilities. And i need to focus. Catch one train track thought at a time. Remember to breath. Remember to think.

Goal this week - be positive! smile! simple things that I tend to forget. Seize each moment. Each bite of food. Each visual intake of the world around me. It will go by too quick. You don't know if you don't go!

Let peace flow like a river through me.