Monday, June 29, 2009

roadblocks

So, I don't know why I'm still having difficulty sleeping. Transition, must be in the CHAOS phase. I am normal haha. Oh just hormones, or a combo of both. I'm pretty tired phyiscally and I don't know, mind is running a million miles a minute. I'm excited. So excited I can't sleep!

Reconcilation. This is an interesting concept. A difficult one, but important to do as I'm finding. We all need this sense of closure in our lives. Life isn't always pretty, make my amends to those that I have trespassed on and I've built my side of the bridge. It was a rough year. I don't think it was a bad school year, I think I've just been burned and its time to heal and move forward. I can't let one negative experience tarnish my view of my future or this next adventure. Its not fair. I need to let it go, I sent the email and it doesn't matter if there is a response.

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